I'm scared

I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me .

Yes , I'm scared . Yes , I'm jealous . I'm scared that you think she's pretty. I'm scared that you will find her more interesting . I'm scared that you will think she's so much better than me . I'm scared that you might leave me soon . And yes I'm jealous that she gets to see you . I'm jealous that you talked to her . I'm jealous that you had fun with her . I'm scared . I'm jealous . But that's only because you mean a lot to me .