Worst feeling in the world?

When you’re crying so hard, you can’t breathe. When you’re hunched over begging for the tears to stop. When you find yourself screaming because the pain takes over every inch of your body. When your pillow is soaked from your tears and your mascara stains your cheeks. When your eyes swell and you can’t breathe out of your nose. When your eyes dry out because you can’t possibly cry anymore.

The worst feeling is hitting rock bottom. I never want to go back.

but, I always go back.